play and priorities
play is a very important part of the work that i do. often play doesn’t require any resources or investment. it just takes time and the acceptance to do something. i often hear people say they wish that they could do more and they think that means having extra money to give to a person or an organization. yet when i look at their lifestyle and their choices on what they spend their money on, they often spend more money on manicures, haircuts, streaming services, clothes, than what it took me to buy a ton of bicycles to have at a safe space that i created when i was living at the church. because as an avid cyclist i wanted to have extra bicycles available for those who came to visit me without them having to go and find or rent a bike because i know that it’s been one of the quickest ways to get people to giggle when i see them ride off through the neighborhood to explore like when they were kids and able to leave the block for the first time.
and don’t get me wrong, i need to emphasize that it is very fine. it’s okay for people not to want to sacrifice any of their extra time or resources. i take issue with it when people want to compete with me or make excuses yet are trying to compete with someone who actually walks the talk.
are you making excuses or are you making magic?
for those stepping into the teacher role
not everyone who says that they are magical or a high priestess or a healer or spiritual are just because they say they are. what matters is evidence and consistency. what matters is whether you can actually transform reality, alter frequencies, create waves of magic that others can witness and feel. what matters is whether you’ve done your shadow work, whether you’ve sacrificed, whether you walk the talk.
this phase of life requires discernment. it requires knowing who deserves access to your magic and who doesn’t. it requires understanding that some people will always choose the pig with lipstick over true transformation. and that’s their choice. but it’s no longer your responsibility to try to save them from it.
and don’t get me wrong, i need to emphasize that it is very fine. it’s okay for people not to want to sacrifice any of their extra time or resources. i take issue with it when people want to compete with me or make excuses yet are trying to compete with someone who actually walks the talk.