the cost of extending free magic
i have this gift that when i sometimes say something to people and ask them why they did something in a true genuine way where i’m trying to understand before making an assumption or judgment, i see them slide into a childlike state back when they used to get into trouble and their dreams were crushed and shattered. i didn’t have that experience as a child. i was very fortunate to have parents who always supported my wildest wins, dreams, and imagination and were very easy on me although i was a very stubborn and determined child.
i’ve experienced much of this with little to no recognition from mere mortals although the universe has repaid me in different ways. and i guess some maybe think that is part of my ego that is mentioning this because i desire the recognition, but no. there’s been a change, a shift in energy as saturn and uranus have moved into aries, but also because some of these same people will recognize someone or an institution that they have gone into debt to pay. instead of learning like they had agreed before coming into spaces or into my magical life, they jump ahead of themselves and start to try to teach others, start bragging before they have been able to create their own waves of magic with evidence and consistency. then when i remove myself and my energy and cut them off from my frequency of magic they think that i have cursed them. it’s not that. it’s just that they go back to the same rat race and the mundane life, back to living a life that’s nothing more than a pig with lipstick.
i am able to access downloads and channelings from different realms because of my connection to nature, because i’ve spent time in solitude, because i have sacrificed so much. and many find themselves trying to compete with me out of jealousy and envy yet are not willing to make the same sacrifices or to claim their sovereignty, which is different than being free or an independent thinker. and i don’t feel like enough people speak on the word sovereignty, nor empowerment. empowerment of self, not relying on someone else to empower them.