start here – i taste like magic

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whose magic are you mistaking for your own?

Feb 15, 2026: the shift

i’m sharing this because i work today with permission to unleash my sword. it may be because different planets have moved into the sign of aries, i don’t know, but i’m always going to follow my intuition. here i am today. i’m sharing this for full transparency: i am upset and disappointed, yes obviously because of those around me over the years, but also with myself.

i heard something today and it said something about not blaming the people but asking ourselves why we allowed it. i don’t know if this would be my final answer, but as i sat with that, i said to myself that it was part of my learning experience. more may come to me around why i have allowed so much and given so much grace to people, but as of right now, that’s all i got.

this is not coming from ego. this is coming from a place of education, and to emphasize that the phase of my life of extending my magic for free is over, especially as i step into a new level of teaching. i’m in my chiron return phase now, that time between 48 and 52 when the wounded healer becomes the wisdom keeper. when you stop giving your magic away for free. i want this to be a cornerstone, a reference point for those who are leveling up, those in or approaching this phase as teachers and high priestesses. for those becoming the wisdom keepers.

the pattern i’ve witnessed

i often joke about how people have said to me “well at my house” or they’ll say something about how their family does something. this usually happens when someone has already agreed to guidelines that i set in place when they come into any physical or virtual space i have created. after a period of time when they start to do things that they said that they wanted to escape from, they will get comfortable and fall back into the habits and patterns and rituals that they know. and i have to remind them that it’s not their home and more often than not, spaces that i created are not my home in the traditional sense. they have been safe spaces for the collective.